This Sunday I went out for a drive in the country. A route I like to take, from the house in Poughkeepsie, west into the hills of Amenia, through towns where I sometimes go to write, Millbrook and Millerton. I stopped for gas in Pleasant Valley and as I was about to pull out, back onto 44, I cued my ipod to the Boxer album by The National.
Boxer became a fast favorite of mine after a friend introduced me to it this past winter. And given the right combination of mood and circumstances, I’ve been known to listen to it – and only it – on repeat and shuffle, for a day at a time. With my phone turned off and no destination in particular, this Sunday had all the makings of one of those days.
About a week prior to the drive, I was doing some research on Vincent Moon, the videographer who’s done extensive work with The National, and I revisited a favorite site, dedicated to the Boxer album – www.thenationalboxer.com.

This was how I first learned about Vincent and his beautiful, impressionistic style. I love to linger over the gummy analog images of the band playing their songs on a boat in the harbor, or seated in a dimly lit room around a giant wooden table. There’s a video he made for a song from an earlier album called “Daughters of the Soho Riots” that you can watch at his site http://www.vincentmoon.com/spip.php?article10. There’s a beautiful part in that song that I always think of that goes:
Break my arms around the one I love
And be forgiven by the time my lover comes
Break my arms around my love
So with the trip unfolding and the album playing, and playing again – I found myself seeing the world through Vincent’s lens. There was the walk I took through a field, and the skeleton and claw of a wild turkey devoured by a wolf or fox. The pungent smell of overgrowth after too much rain. And the way an overcast sky makes the colors of the old farmhouses shine. Colors that, without the dark sky and the white light, would seem tired and sunbleached and faded. I was seeing these things through Vincent’s eyes, and in my head I wrote stories for the bird that was eaten by the fox and the rain that came down through the waxy leaves, and the houses that only glowed when the sky was dark.
There was a cemetery of soldiers on a hillside, men who died two hundred years ago, whose graves were held up by wooden braces, and I saw that place through Vincent too, and I thought of how lucky we are to have seers, and how the best seers don’t tell us what to see.